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So beautiful that I've forgotten to breathe
lost within a childish asphyxiation
contemplating how the fleshy folds of your face
would feel beneath sienna hills and valleys
And yet--
...
I do not even know who you are
...
constructing life and lust from a colorful collage of myth and life
snapshots, sketches, fragments of words
to build a lover I cannot touch, and yet will always touch me
pulling the tendons of involuntary muscles as if puppet strings.
In truth, you are not mine
Could I handle the reality of your essence were it so?
And should I care?
I merely wish to impregnate your imagination as you have burrowed within mine.
to leave seed nourished within the shallow womb of your desire and affection.
Molding fantasy with eyes, lips, thighs
kept warm beneath thick blankets
cold within damp sheets
Need me? Love me?
No.
Create me
And I know I'll have succeeded
Born within you
yes
as you have been born within me.
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