The Blind Man
Carefully,
the young maiden maneuvered past mammoth refuse of concrete and steel in order
to make her way to the old city. Her people had fled the harsh and brittle land
many eons before, when the waters rose, the streets crumbled and the world had
quickly turned to rust. Only the Blind Man had remained, steadfast in his
desire to be with the city in its end days as he had been for its beginning.
Gingerly, the maiden fondled the two copper coins her father had tucked into
her sack before she had embarked upon her journey. She would give the coins to
the Blind Man, and in return, the Blind Man would allow her to see. For the young maiden had been cursed with a furtive quest for
knowledge that followed far beyond the limits of what her five simple senses
could provide for her.
And yet
desire, the burning needs of those same five senses she abhorred, drove her
flesh to the destined end of her journey. Aching limbs sought the warmth and
softness of the Blind Man's cloak. The young maiden's quarrelsome insides
rumbled with a request for meat upon her tongue. But most of all, her ears
desired a quiet respite from the incessant roar that had only grown stronger
during her exhausting climb. Tears sprang from the maiden's eyes as she hoisted
herself up upon the boulder she believed to be her final hurdle, only to find a
coursing plain of pounding waves set between her and the city.
How would she reach the city's shore? She had no boat or other mode of
transport and no human form could steer through such austere waves unaided.
Frantically, the young maiden scanned the banks for a vessel only to find the
border as barren as a miser's heart. Her discouraged and dejected form slapped
back against cold, black rock as sorrow welled within her. She had failed her father. She had failed her village. For those
who had received the teachings of the Blind Man were holy and the land they
walked marked, as they were, to be cosseted from conflict.
War, a constant threat to those who lived in the coveted realms enveloping the
city, was forbidden in all sites the sanctified roamed.
As grief
quickly overtook all claims logic and reason once had upon her soul, the young
maiden dug roughly within the satchel entangled around her limbs to retrieve
the two coins that had settled within the silken cloth. She weighed their
heaviness in her hand for the briefest of moments, and then flung the metal
mounds as far as she could across the riotous waters. A heavy sigh escaped from
full, parted lips as copper coins slipped twixt silver currents. The maiden
edged gently towards the rock's precipice, hoping to discard her body as she
did her dreams within the winter waves. She paused to issue a final apology to
the Elders for her failure when she spotted the dark, rakish figure marring the
pallid horizon.
It was as if
the city itself had birthed him. Skin as if fashioned from rough-hewn brick.
Locks a mass of steel wires coiled forth from his scalp. Eyes
as clouded and obscure as frosted glass.
The maiden
marveled as the old man seemed to hover effortlessly atop the torrents. She
studied him cautiously. "Are you the Blind Man?"
He made no
attempt to answer her query, but instead fixed his gaze upon the opaque waves
that snaked beneath his soles. With the slightest of gestures, a vessel rose
from the turgid waters. "You have called me, child." The Blind Man solemnly
settled himself over the craft and motioned for her to join him. "Come."
The young
maiden stumbled towards the vessel, hastily scrambling to climb aboard. As she
regained her footing upon the craft, the Blind Man placed a strange fruit
within her eager grasp. The maiden bit ravenously into the fruit and was at
first taken aback by its bitter taste, but hunger overcame her reluctance as
she consumed its flesh. Soon all that remained was a smooth metallic pit she rolled
thoughtfully in her palm.
The Blind
Man nodded in approval. "All things for a price."
He contemplated the encroaching cityscape as the craft crept through icy
currents. "One coin to journey to the city and one to
journey back."
The maiden
smiled. "How much will it cost to make me holy?"
The Blind
Man plucked the metallic pit from her hands and cast it into the waters. "That
you have already paid."
"Then
share the Word with me. Let me know the ways and deeds of our creators. Tell me
of the beginning."
A smile
flashed across the Blind Man's face as if lightning draining from dark clouds. "The beginning?
No. I can only tell you of our
beginning. For there are still things mortals are not meant to know. And that
is one."
"Then
tell of our beginning then."
"Yes. How fitting to tell of our beginning at this, my very end."
Carefully, the Blind Man pulled two coins from his cloak and balanced one upon
the lid of each eye. "There. Now I can see. And so we shall begin."
The Beginning
"In
this place, there was once nothing. A vast emptiness stretched as far and as
wide as one could conceive. And soon Darkness came, and settled herself within
the Void, filling the entirety with her sable waves." The Blind Man paused
for a series of moments to watch night sweep the sun across the sky. When the
first stars made their presence known in the violet firmament, he continued.
"And wherever there is Darkness so shall there ever be Light. For Light
desires the Great Mother even still, and will pursue her in every realm to
which she flees."
"And
when Light discovered Darkness in this place we call our realm, he forced
himself upon and within her, and laid his seed deep inside her black folds. And as the eons passed his child grew hard and strong in the Great
Mother's womb, encased in an egg of fire. Darkness groaned with labor as
the egg issued forth. And as it spun in a pool of her inky blood, she whispered
words of love and tenderness to it. But Darkness could not stay with her child;
for she knew that Light would come for her once more. And she could not bear
it. And so she fled, discarding the egg in the black remnants
of her tears and blood." The coins atop the Blind Man's eyelids
began to tremble. "She abandoned him."
"Great
fissures began to appear and streams of fire crackled and hissed round the egg!
And as Life tore into being, the shell shattered, casting fiery fragments
across the pool of darkness. And so they remain today. Our
worlds. Our stars. No more than bits and pieces
of a discarded husk."
Tears pooled
below the coins. Carefully, the Blind Man wiped the wet and weathered skin
beneath his sightless eyes. "And so Life, great scion of the greatest of
beings, gazed mournfully into the pool of his mother's blood and the remains
that once housed him. So astounded he was by his own reflection hidden beneath
the thin film of galaxy, that he dipped his fingers within, giving rise to his
own dark likeness. And so Life, no longer alone, would have a constant companion
in Death, a sister and lover formed from a portion of his own essence and his
mother's blood."
"All
that is. All that we are. We are brought forth by Life, journey
through the remnants of Light and Darkness, and are taken by Death to begin it
all anew. All that is and all that will be. Until what remains of Light finally dims and the droplets of
Darkness grow hard and cold."
The Blind
Man removed the coins from his eyes as the vessel touched upon the city's
shore. Instinctively, he reached for the maiden's hand to help her disembark.
"It is not the tale you wished for, no? No angels or demons. No tricksters
of man. No decree that one force shall hold dominion over another."
The maiden
shuddered. "It is a cold story. And heartless."
"And
that is why the common man must not know it." The Blind Man placed his
woolen cloak around her frame and pulled it tight, wrapping her as if a child
within the soft cloth. Slowly, he lowered her to the ground. "But now that
I have told you of the beginning, you cannot leave without learning of the end.
For all accounts that are holy must be taught in pairs so that one may balance
the other."
"And
then will I be holy?"
"Holy?"
He motioned for her to be silent, then placed a copper
coin upon each of the young maiden's heavy lids. Amber lights from long since
abandoned skyscrapers twinkled softly in the distance. "It is ordained
that the Word will be within you. Now, listen."
The City
"Angels
and demons. Gods and goddesses. All spirits are formed and reformed
according to the whims of man." The Blind Man circled the prone body of
the young maiden. Rigid steps left soft tracks in the wet sand beneath them. "A
goddess is no more than a woman who was once loved. Would you care to be one, I
could make it so."
The maiden
erupted in light peals of nervous laughter. As she fidgeted, coins danced upon
her eyelids. "Are you saying that the scriptures of the old ones are not
true? That we worship false idols?"
"I am
saying that the coins you cast into the harbor are perhaps best served residing
in your own pocket." The Blind Man smiled as he bent down to tap at one of
the copper mounds. "Though is Love a falsehood? Truth be told, it is
currently formless, but has man not created it? Has he not given life to it
through his energy and will? And should man call her Ezili
or Aphrodite, is Love any less real?"
A small
frown marred the young maiden's face as she contemplated her mentor's words. "Love? No. Love is real. But Ezili
and Aphrodite are not."
"Because
man no longer honors the goddess.
But he believes in love. And so Love remains." Spreading his arms wide,
the Blind Man raised his palms to the heavens. In the distance, lights began to
flicker and die as darkness enveloped the harbor. "And Ezili
was once as real as you or I."
"Master,
I--"
"Hush,
child." He brushed the coins from the young maiden's eyes and pressed his
withered palms against youthful lids. Her vigor intoxicated him. And yet, sober
words fell upon her waiting ears. "I am old, child. I am so very old. But
your people keep me alive, venturing to this city for generation after
generation. Plucking treasures from its pathways.
Keeping me covered in your coins."
"W-what are you?"
His voice was no longer human. "You? You will be the last
of your clan to set foot upon my shores, but it was fitting for one of your
kind to be here to witness my end. After all, I was born through your blood; my
existence sprang from your labor. And you and your people shall be reborn
though me." He slid his hand down upon her belly; a dark sigil arose from
his touch. "You will take your people and go west. They will follow you
because you are holy. They will worship you because you are marked. New worlds
will be born of your journey. And I will be able to rest."
"This
is our home! I cannot--"
"You
can and will. The fruits of labor already reside within you, bitter though they
may be. Peace be with you, Mother of Cities. May your
name ring out until Light fades and Darkness has grown cold."
"Father?" Cautiously she opened her eyes and
beheld the barren horizon.
The Blind
Man was gone.
A maiden no
more, the young woman climbed aboard the waiting vessel. The sigil upon her
belly glowed, a lone beacon in the ubiquitous night.
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